Gu gong
With my eyes i look
at him

and the only obvious feature
was his big tummy

now standing watching him
all i hear in my head:
no one to stand beside him
to comfort when he's at his worst

wiping the tears from his face
it's hard to make joy in his heart


now that she's gone


how I wish
he'll stop crying in his sleep

but she's through
whenever time is there

long had he had anyone to give love to
i'm sorry she has to go

rituals and bowing downs
was all he could ever give now
to show the last
his only one

following really unrealistic procedures
for the dead
that's all he'll do
for her everlasting life ahead

4 days straight
having sleepless nights
in a lonely place
called home

to tell him how I feel
I doubt I'm afraid to find the words

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Blogger is not done with the hacking thingy.
So I'm in no mood to blog about my yesterdays and all..


1 sept. 2009


Take care dear great grandma.
I just wanted to say I love you.
Rest in peace.

my tears just flood thru my shirt.
I can't take it, can't hold it back.

I'm not strong enough.

p/s: wtf is that all I could say?

Gu gong
With my eyes i look
at him

and the only obvious feature
was his big tummy

now standing watching him
all i hear in my head:
no one to stand beside him
to comfort when he's at his worst

wiping the tears from his face
it's hard to make joy in his heart


now that she's gone


how I wish
he'll stop crying in his sleep

but she's through
whenever time is there

long had he had anyone to give love to
i'm sorry she has to go

rituals and bowing downs
was all he could ever give now
to show the last
his only one

following really unrealistic procedures
for the dead
that's all he'll do
for her everlasting life ahead

4 days straight
having sleepless nights
in a lonely place
called home

to tell him how I feel
I doubt I'm afraid to find the words

-----------------------------------------------

Blogger is not done with the hacking thingy.
So I'm in no mood to blog about my yesterdays and all..


1 sept. 2009


Take care dear great grandma.
I just wanted to say I love you.
Rest in peace.

my tears just flood thru my shirt.
I can't take it, can't hold it back.

I'm not strong enough.

p/s: wtf is that all I could say?

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